Alone vs. Lonely

I've been thinking, do I really like to be alone or still not get used to being in the crowd too much?
Being alone sometimes makes you feel no pressured, you can do whatever you like, and don't need to worry about others' feelings. That's very relaxing...
But, you may need to know...once you enjoy that feeling, have you become feeling lonely deep in your heart?
Those are just two-sided of one mental state.

I know that human's affections are not that easy to understand.

Someone would say he just like being alone... just to run away from his true feeling of being lonely.
He doesn't want to be embarrassed in front of many people.
That seems to be a little pathetic.

But I've always liked the saying below. It's so damn right.

“曾經，你獨自坐在有陽光的窗邊喝一杯淋了鮮奶油的咖啡，感覺到一個人的幸福；
也曾經，你和相愛的那人坐在有燭光的桌前吃一頓情人式的晚餐，卻發現了兩個人的寂寞。
幸福，有時候來自於一種自發性的感覺，而不是依附於一種狀態。
感覺，可以自己去創造；狀態，卻需要別人的配合。
所以你知道，幸福其實不假外求。
最奇妙的是，絕對的幸福還得伴隨著一點點一個人的孤獨，才能達到。”

Wanna avoid that embarrassment, first you need to adjust your attitude.
Be more self-aware, you don't need anyone to prove your happiness.