I've been thinking, do I really like to be alone or still not get used to being in the crowd too much?
Being alone sometimes makes you feel no pressured, you can do whatever you like, and don't need to worry about others' feelings. That's very relaxing...
But, you may need to know...once you enjoy that feeling, have you become feeling lonely deep in your heart?
Those are just two-sided of one mental state.
I know that human's affections are not that easy to understand.
Someone would say he just like being alone... just to run away from his true feeling of being lonely.
He doesn't want to be embarrassed in front of many people.
That seems to be a little pathetic.
