無趣?!

有時候總是會想....自己是不是個很無趣的人?!

我的生活模式就是這樣...
並不會有什麼特別瘋狂或是特別不一樣的地方...
醬子的我...是不是很無聊...也會不會比較不吸引人阿?!

常看到身邊的朋友...又敢玩又敢鬧的...
醬好像比較像時下年輕人的感覺...
相較下來...我似乎就老套多了!!

Gone with The Wind

Today is really a wonderful day. Sitting by the window, watching the new green...and breeze is just flowing through my cheeks.
How nice and comfortable...

These days... I've been thinking I probably can walk out of that, which kinda bothers me a lot for a while. I feel so relieved, so relaxed, it seems I can start over to experience the whole new world. And my heart just like a smooth straight line on the cardiograph...which is not a bad thing in this case. Just no extreme ups or downs...therefore I won't feel extreme happy or sad...
And I'm extremely cool right now!

:'( Why I Always Have to Wait!!!

Just hate that people ignore me or don't care what they said to me.
It really hurts.

Too many these things happened to me.
I had enough of you guys.

My Enemy & Me

One of my enemies is cockroaches. Before coming to US, once I saw roaches, the first thing I did must be shouting and called for help whenever and wherever I was. And usually it's my mom helped me out. (That's one of my mom's greatness. Ha~)

Then, right now, here I'm in US. In the I-need-to-be-strong environment, not to mention, roaches are still my enemy, anything I see or encounter, it needs more courages to do what I need to do.

單一 vs. 多元 發展

現在的人什麼東西都喜歡多元發展...
就連"愛情"也不例外...
好像多元發展是種趨勢...也是個將風險分散的一種策略...

當你身邊周遭人太多醬的行為模式出現...
道德觀似乎是很微弱地站在一邊...
看著無法避免,自己也無法插手的事情發生...
心中是充滿不解...
但也能理解人是怕孤單的...

是一場空嗎?!

當追求某些事物時...某些程度的自我調整是必須的...
只是每當回顧自己總覺得這樣的我好像太逞強.太不像自己!!
這整件事或許到頭來會成一場空...
那麼之前的努力或犧牲會變成什麼...?!